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Seriously, if i had known that this would happen,
i wouldn't even tell you what i did.
I didn't imagine that things would turn this bad.

You trusted me just because i want you to.
That's wrong of you.
And you doubted me.
That's what hurts me the most.

I've always told you this and i will tell you again.
I'm not so daring to do things behind your back.

I admit i have bad habits.
But it's not as if i want it to be that way.
I am a forgetful person in nature.
How do you expect me to change that?

If i even forgot my own close friend's birthday,
do you think i can remember all the things you asked me not to do?

What i need is, constant reminders from you.
You must keep reminding me not to do this or that.
So i need patience from you.
It will take time for me to quit my bad habits and adjust to it.
Therefore, you can't blame me for making a stupid mistake.
Guide me and help me change baby.

Lastly,
why do you think i sobbed so bad when you hugged me the other day?
And,
You asked, "How am i suppose to trust you with your attitude like this?"
My answer is it's up to you whether to trust me or not.
But you must never doubt whatever i say or do.
It will only hurt me.