Sunday, October 07, 2007

She.

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Three months ago, she first knew a guy.
The feelin she experienced was very new.
Its weird how he had conquered her mind just like that.
She fell in love with him and he too fell in love with her.
Then their love story begins.

She had always thought that her love story would be as lovely as those in fairytales.
She was always at cloud nine, forgettin all bout reality.
Soon after, somethin big happened.
It was a test for both of them.

However the guy thought it was best that he's bein left alone at the moment.
He needs time to settle down and do whatever that is needed to be done.
Yes, she understands what he had to go through.
Yes, she's willing to let the guy go on his own for a while.

But she was also hurt at the same time.
She's hurt because he chose to solve it this way.
She's hurt because deep down she knows that their love story would be different after this.
She's hurt because he chose to be alone now rather than before.

He could have chose to be alone when the problem had just started. Why now?
Now when she had love him deeply, he had to go away.
Now when she's so used of havin him around her, he had to go away.
Now when she's sure that she could commit herself, he had to go away.
Now when she had planned for their future, he had to go away.

But no matter what, she will let him go.
She only wants the best of him and hopes that he will be happier after this.
She's sorry for all her mistakes and will always remember the promises she made to him.
She will do fine when he's away.
She promised to keep herself busy so that she won't miss him and need him badly.

Lastly, she wants him to know that she will still love him.
She prays that somethin good will come out from this.
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She's thankful of all the memories he gave her.
He has been a wondeful bf and she had always felt loved by him.
Thank you.
I love you.

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