Mentally Tired.

Have u ever wake up in the morning and suddenly feel tired
although u know u have had enough slp?

That's what happened to me.

It was as if my energy is bein drained out.

Then i realised i was not physically tired but
i was mentally tired.
However, i just cant figure out what i was tired with.

As i was walkin home yesterday, tears just flowed by itself.
I told myself mayb i was thinkin too much.
Mayb..

Then it came to my mind that-
The more i told myself to be strong,
the more fragile i got instead.
The more i told myself i'm happy,
the more emotional i got instead.

It was as if everythin is just isnt right in my life.
Funny isnt it?

I want to be alone.
I need it badly.
But somehow its just impossible.

How wonderful it would b, if i could b on a cruise now with no one else except myself.