Scared.

A part of me misses the datin world.
A part of me says i am fine and doesnt need a man by my side.
Thanks to my past. Guys are nuisance to me.
That's why i have nvr give my all instead i give them my attitude.

But just recently i was acquainted to a guy.
Hes cute. Irritatin but nice. Weird but attractive.
And i just had the need to know him betta.
This feelin doesnt come by easily.

Now we are more than just acquaintance.
We would be on the phone for hours.
Tellin stories from A-Z.
I know i like him.
But i'm scared to go thru all this again.
It hurts.